Are you kidding me?

I am going insane on this whole bed rest thing. I feel like I am going to lose my mind. I don't really think anyone gets how I feel right now. I am not sick, I feel absolutely fine in every way-except my mental state. I am bored off my ass, but cannot really do anything due to the doctor's orders. Tomorrow will be an ok day. Mom is taking me to the doctor and then I am going with her to the doctor. Tomorrow night we are going to start getting things ready for the shower. Friday I get to go to work for my "work shower" and then the kids come. So after today, I will be busy or at the very least have company everyday since the kids are coming Friday. I cannot wait to see them!
I have been doing some cleaning-a little at a time. If I don't get it done it will still be there when I am off bed rest and I cannot have that. I have had offers of help, but no one at the door actually helping. Why is that with people? Why say that you will help, but then never pull through? I don't get people sometimes. I would rather people just didn't offer anything. I have learned to count on myself and Alex that way there is not as much let down when people don't pull through. I will say though that when you go through things like this you really learn a lot about people in your life. It sure makes it easier on me the next time someone we know is dealing with a difficult situation.
My poor dog has to be totally sick of me. I also don't think it was the best thing for her that I am on bed rest. Now we have all this time together alone and in about 3 weeks she does not have me to herself anymore. I pray that she does OK with the baby. I would be heartsick if I didn't have her anymore. She is the best present I have ever received! I love her!
My friend Colleen is pregnant and learned last week that she has placenta previa. It is not threatening to the pregnancy, but she has to be careful and take things easy. She is not due until November so hopefully the condition will go away.
Alex has been wonderful that past few weeks. I know that I am driving him insane with my boredom, but I try. I am a lucky girl to have a man like him. He is the best husband and god bless america I am amazed that I found him. He is the father of my child, I could not imagine anything better. So babe, hang with me for a few more weeks-K?