Yesterday the coroner's report came back. I will leave it at this, Don did not suffer. When I read the results my stomach came to my throat and it hadn't left. I am just sick and there is something so final about getting results like that. I wish he were here, but at the same time I feel like he isn't gone. Maybe it is the bigness he had in my life, my heart and our family or maybe it is the blessing I have found in Dan and Collin. Whatever it is, I am thankful. I miss Don so much and each day I miss him more. Tonight I especially want to talk to him. What an odd feeling this all is. I just cannot seem to grasp the words to explain it to myself let alone anyone else.
Tonight Krissy and Tish came over and brought pizza. It feels good to have them just be here. Aaron loves them both. The big topic right now is Aaron's birthday party-the theme and the cake. I am pretty sure we decided on our theme and now Krissy has to decide on the cake.
Good night all. Please pray for Alex he is not feeling well, Charlie he is really sick with an infection as well and pray for Collin to be safe at prom tomorrow.
Aaron's first bike!
1st trip to the zoo in 2008
Daddy and Aaron petting a snake
Yum...pizza!
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I love it too! You guys are so much my world. I am so happy that we can just be there your you be here. I am so srry about Don, i wish I could take all the hurt away. Thank GOD Colin and Dan have you because now they will know what a wonderful sister and friend you are. Thanks for always beign there...for all of us!
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