Getting close...

One week from tonight I know that I am going to be an absolute wreck. It will be the night before the trial is set to begin. I have so many emotions running through me right now about it. Mostly I am looking forward to attending it and the closure that I think is going to come with it. I think I have been able to rid myself of anger towards Zach and have accepted that it is not me that should judge him. I am thankful for my Faith as I know that is what has helped me get through this. Losing someone you love is never fun, but when it is one of your very best friends before he is 30 it is rather difficult to accept. I miss Don so much, but on the other hand my life has been enriched through the loss. I know that sounds weird, but it truly has. I treasure my family and friends more and have inherited 2 little brothers that drive me crazy (just like Don did). Dan is the one that stresses and worries me and Collin is the one that always says things that he just shouldn't. They are SO SO SO Don and I love that I am blessed to have the opportunity to have them in my life because I still have him in my life through them. I will be holding hands with them next week, fighting my anger and sadness and doing what I can to be there for them...for Don. Please keep Don's famile and friends in your thoughts and prayers through the next few weeks-we are all going to need it.

Don...Golden...I love you and miss you-STILL!