My how life has changed

It is amazing how different things are in just a little less than a month. Everything has a new meaning-or different at teh very least. Krissy's birthday was Sunday so we pretty much spent the day with her. She, along with Mom and John came over for breakfast and then they took the kids to the pool. Then it was Mom's for dinner. The kids started VBS and it runs through the week. Alex's paretns got here last night-along with our nephew Angel. Needless to say it is a house full here. Abbie is doing incredible with everyone here. Her demeanor has totally changed since Aaron has entered the picture. Most of the time she does not even have interest in him. I am really happy about that, now Aaron has a doggie to grow up with.
Speaking of Aaron he is chaning so much. He now drinks 4 ounces every 3-3.5 hours. We give him formula for his last bottle and hope that he sleeps a little longer, but it doesn't really make a difference. He is growing into his clothes and is more adorable than ever.

A "new love"

Well, I have been awake since around 2:15. Like I said previously, every other night id great. Last night was amazing, so tonight is when I get "pay for it". I cannot figure out what the deal is. Aaron ate a 3oz. bottle of breast milk at 2:30. About 15 minutes after he finished I placed him in the bassinet and then the pacifier fight started-again! About every 1-5 minutes he starts crying because he spit it out. (now some people say to let them cry, but give me a break he is right by my side sleeping so I cannot let him cry) After a while I decided to give him another bottle and he ate 2 oz. of formula. That is 5 oz total! Perhaps the waking him every 3 hours should stop and we should let him "get hungry" and just feed him more. Hell, I don't really know! Now the little bugger is sleeping peacefully so I hope that before too long I will as well.
Right now I have never loved my parents more or appreciated just what they did for me.

So Mom and Dad-Thank you for loving me and I am sorry for every moment of sleep you lost because I was fighting with my pacifier!

Adjusting...or trying to at least

Well, we have been home for just 2 weeks now. It seems like forever ago and like just a minute all at the same time that we walked through the door. Aaron has had many firsts so far. His first outing was to the doctor, he has also been to grandma's, Wal-Mart and yesterday made his debut at the mall. He has gone "out to eat" with me, Alex and Grandma and was every bit of perfect. He is such an amazing little guy. He has changed so much-his hair is lighter and he is putting on weight. His eyes are a gorgeous slate gray right now. I am sure they will change as the weeks go on. He is lifting his head and tries oh so hard to keep it there. We have almost hourly fights with the pacifier-for some reason he spits it out and then screams until one of us suckers put it back in. Every other night is a great night. Alex has been a gift from God-letting me go to bed and then he does the last feeding. This way I get up whenever Aaron wakes up through the night. I am not sure that this is for my benefit or his now that I think about it! I usually go to bed first and Alex stays up watching tv alone, now he has a buddy to stay up with him.
Alex's parents and nephew get here Monday so it will be a very busy and cramped week. My Mom is still off work so she is visiting every day. Krissy took a few days off, but came the past two. Dad has visited the past two weeks. Aaron is going to be baptised on the 23rd so that Alex's parents can be here. I imagine myself crying which I don't look forward to.
Well, I am off to do a little cleaning, pumping and feeding...

The birth of Aaron

Our induction started around 9:30 on 6/21. Alex and my Mom went to the hospital with me. After we realized that it was going to be a very lenght process Mom went home for some sleep and cam back the next day. There was not a lot going on, but we could not sleep worth a darn. I havd so much built up anticipation and fear that I could not relax at all. The nurse we had was amazing and we were lucky enough to get her the 2nd day when she returned for a new shift-yes we were there that long.
There were several things they tried to get me to dilate, but it just was not happening. I got to a 5 and was there for about 5 hours and then the baby's heartrate started dropping with each contraction. The doctor decided at 8:35 to do the c-section and she was at the hospital by 9 ready to begin. The procedure was not bad at all, I felt nothing. I just wanted to make sure the the baby was safe. It is amazing how much you love this little person the moment you lay eyes on him. At the same time, I was amazed how my love for Alex changed. Wow! I feel so lucky.
We were in the hospital until Tuesday and I ended up coming home on bed rest and with blood pressure medicing because my bp was worse after delivery than before. Alex, mom and Krissy took turns staying at the hospital with me and we had our share of visitors as well.
Aaron has been to church and the doctor. He is gaining weight and changing everyday. We are just trying to get into a routine and cherish every moment that we have.

I am back

Well, it has been a long while since I last posted. Things are going well with the little one now that we are home and getting settled. He is the most perfect child ever. He is absolutely adorable and fills my heart with joy!
We had a rather trying labor and delivery. After 24 hours of trying to induce me the doctor opted for a c-section becasue Aaron's heartbeat was dropping. He was born on 6/22 @ 9:48 pm. The most exciting part was looking straight into Alex's eyes when Dr. Kennedy told us that we had a haelthy baby boy. I could not imagine going into it knowing what the sex of the baby was. It was incredible. I have no desire to go through another induction again. I told Alex in the middle of it that the only way I would ever have another child was if he agreed to a scheduled c-section. It is the way to go!

The doctor has assured me...

That my nausea and nervousness are just as normal as could be!
Last night we went to Mom's for dinner-Ashley had requested chicken legs so Grandma made them. After visiting we didn't get home until after 10. I had a rather obnoxious meltdown and then everyone pitched in to get the things done that were eating me alive with worry.
We went to the doctor today and all is on schedule. I still have not dilated yet, that is the reason for the long process. They will start the process at 8pm tonight and we could have a baby anytime after that. I am hoping that my Dad gets here in time. I am pretty sure everyone else has cleared their calendars. The kids have decided to come to the hospital tomorrow morning and hang out so they are there when the baby comes.
Ashley has requested to be the first to hold the baby-after Alex and I do of couse. She is so excited, I just hope that it stays that way. I could not imagine how her heart will feel when she has to leave the baby and Daddy now. It is a good thing that she is a happy kid. She can be either a Mommy's girl or Daddy's girl. She is happy no matter where she is.
The doctor assured me that there will be sleeping medication and pain medication to help me through and that she will be there. I will tell you that my doctor is wonderful.
I am sure it will be several days now before I post again. Talk to you all soon!

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I think we are ready

Clothes are washed, bags are packed and there is a tentative game plan in place! Now, we just wait. My feet are swollen like a damn puffer fish and I am really tired of it. At this point, they actually hurt! One of my closest friends from high school Colleen is pregnant for the 2nd time. I told her yesterday that I am really thankful that it is not me that has to go through the whole summer pregnant! I could not imagine! This is her 2nd time around and she is due in November. She has a pretty bad 1st delivery, but thanks to the epidural did not even realize the pain she should have been feeling. This is all so scary. I am off to rest while I still have the chance!

50 hours till "GO"

It seems impossible that in about 50 hours I will be checking into the hospital and this whole process starts. My closest friend Missy walked me through the whole process this morning of what she went through and boy did she make it sound simple as pie! I hope that all goes well, but more importantly that the baby and Mom are safe. I am open to anything as long as we are both safe.
Alex's big question is what does the baby look like where mune is what is the baby. Most people are on the boy side. Only a few (Alex, Andy and Mom) are on the girl side. I have been convinced it is a boy since I found out. Time will tell...
I am still scared to death! Oh my gosh! I am hoping that my Dad is able to get here in due time-he cannot seem to keep all the details straight. I don't think I will allow Alex to leave my side for one minute. I need his strength so much! Gosh-what would I ever do without him. Krissy is going to be at the hospital or with the kids and Mom is also "on call". There is so much going on!
In just a few days I am going to actually be a Mom-amazing! Slowly, this is all hitting me!

It has been a long while

I keep saying that I have to get better at this thing....
I am being induced on Wednesday so we should have this little one sometime on Thursday-God willing. I am scared to death, so any thoughts and prayers are more than welcome.
I have developed carpel tuinnel in both hands the last 2 weeks, so typing this blog is painful. I have also not started thank you's for the shower or the baby book I bought because it honestly hurts to hold a pen. It is the weirdest thing ever!
We had a rather busy weekend. Friday night Krissy camped out on Mom's back porch with the kids and 6 friends. Believe it or not, it went off without a hitch and a blast was had by all. Alex and I stayed there as well-inside of course! Abbie had a ball running and playing.
Saturday Dad and Sandy came up to visit for Father's Day so we had lunch and they all went swimming. I have become very swollen and was sick so I stayed home and napped! Once they left we went to Mom's to visit and make sure she was OK. John was out of town this weekend so it was up to us to make sure she was not lonely or anything.
Sunday we had church and then lunch and then went swimming. We gave Alex his Father's Day stuff, did laundry and watched 8 below-awesome movie. I am not a movie person in any way shape or form, but it was well worth the time.
There is so much to do before this little one comes, but part of me is just not worried about it. I have a lot of faith that everything will just be OK. I guess time will tell. I really need to relax these next few days to make sure all stays well with the baby and me.
I will keep you all updated!

Baby shower

What a wonderful day today was! Today was the shower for "baby bean". Mom and Krissy did an amazing job. My sister and mom just make me laugh. I am so luch like my mom that it scares me-in a good way. Krissy and I were at one time so different, but a lot alike now. I am blessed to have them be such a huge part of my life. They will be with us every step of the way and I find such comfort in that. I had braceltes made for them that say "aunt" and "grandma". I think they liked them a lot!
The shower was very low key and absolutely perfect. It is amazing to have everyone there that you care about celebrating with you. I really missed having my Grandma there, but I know in my heart she was. She was so excited about this baby and knew how much I wanted to be a Mom. We got a lot of wonderful gifts that we need for the baby. However, to me it is so much more than that. Most everyone that is important in my life was able to be there and that means so much to me. 2 of my friends from high school and their Mothers came from back home-it is funny how 11 years later nothing is the same. The few people that I have developed friendships with over the past 6 years were there as well and some family. Having people that I love share in my joy is something that makes my heart smile.
Alex came toward the end with Andy, my dad and PapPap. We all visited at Mom's for a while and talked about the baby. It was nice to be able to have my dad be part of the day too. I am so tired that I cannot believe it. My feet are VERY swollen and I am ready for bed. Krissy is here spending the night at the request of Ashley. I have a feeling that unless Krissy can find the ability to tell her "no", she will be spending many nights here. The kids absolutely love her-especially Ashley. She took an immediate liking to Krissy and was so excited to see her.
Today was exciting because of the shower, but more special than that. I woke up with this incredible feeling of being thankful. I am lucky to be married to someone that really makes my life wonderful. I told Alex yesterday how glad I was that I waited for him. I knew in my heart that there was someone for me and I truly believe that he is that person. I could not imagine sharing my life and starting a family with anyone else. He is my rock! I am terrified of the events to come in the next few weeks, but I know that he will be right by my side, and that is more than I could ever ask for.
Alex-I love you with all of my heart and soul. Thank you for being you, for loving me-even at my worst and for being everything I ever wanted in a husband and best friend. You are just WOW!

The kids!

Are finally here!!!
They got here last night sometime after 10:30. They were suppose to be here at 6:01, but thanks to some unforseen circumstances, they missed their flight. Needless to say, Alex was a little upset. It is amazing how much they change, yet it seems like they never left. I guess that is a good sign. We are just back into the swing of things.
Mom, John and Krissy came over to see them and then we put all their stuff away. The clothes they bring are always a challenge and not what they need for the summer. This year Alex and I had stuff on layaway, so we were better prepared for what usually happens. Now, we only have to spend about an additional $50-$75 dollars instead of a couple hundred!
At 1 we headed to Wal-Mart to purchase sleeping bags. Yes, the kids have a bed, but want to sleep on our floor. Last summer we spent a lot of time folding and unfolding blankets everyday, so this year we decided to just buy sleeping bags. We got home around 1:30 and headed to bed-finally! The kids tried to feel the baby move, but he was not up for any time of show. Hopefully today will be another story. Andy brought several pillows that he made for the baby adorable! They are so cute and little. Those are the things that always mean the most-homemade with love. He is an amazingly caring kid! Ashley is just straight thrilled about this baby. She is amazed by my belly and all that jazz.
I am so tired but cannot stay asleep for anything. Now, I just sit and wait for someone else to wake up. Poor Alex is sick, Abbie is so overwhelmed-but the kids are here and that is all that matters.

Are you kidding me?

I am going insane on this whole bed rest thing. I feel like I am going to lose my mind. I don't really think anyone gets how I feel right now. I am not sick, I feel absolutely fine in every way-except my mental state. I am bored off my ass, but cannot really do anything due to the doctor's orders. Tomorrow will be an ok day. Mom is taking me to the doctor and then I am going with her to the doctor. Tomorrow night we are going to start getting things ready for the shower. Friday I get to go to work for my "work shower" and then the kids come. So after today, I will be busy or at the very least have company everyday since the kids are coming Friday. I cannot wait to see them!
I have been doing some cleaning-a little at a time. If I don't get it done it will still be there when I am off bed rest and I cannot have that. I have had offers of help, but no one at the door actually helping. Why is that with people? Why say that you will help, but then never pull through? I don't get people sometimes. I would rather people just didn't offer anything. I have learned to count on myself and Alex that way there is not as much let down when people don't pull through. I will say though that when you go through things like this you really learn a lot about people in your life. It sure makes it easier on me the next time someone we know is dealing with a difficult situation.
My poor dog has to be totally sick of me. I also don't think it was the best thing for her that I am on bed rest. Now we have all this time together alone and in about 3 weeks she does not have me to herself anymore. I pray that she does OK with the baby. I would be heartsick if I didn't have her anymore. She is the best present I have ever received! I love her!
My friend Colleen is pregnant and learned last week that she has placenta previa. It is not threatening to the pregnancy, but she has to be careful and take things easy. She is not due until November so hopefully the condition will go away.
Alex has been wonderful that past few weeks. I know that I am driving him insane with my boredom, but I try. I am a lucky girl to have a man like him. He is the best husband and god bless america I am amazed that I found him. He is the father of my child, I could not imagine anything better. So babe, hang with me for a few more weeks-K?

Bed Rest!

Well-it is now official! I am on bed rest until this baby gets here. I have been off work since last Wednesday and I am going insane. I think I woudl go crazy spending every day like this. To have a day off to rest is one thing, but when you are on bed rest you cannot do anything. There is so much to do before the baby comes, but it will just have to wait. Truly, I just need someone to clean for me and all will be ready. My blood pressure has been up so the doctor is playing things safe and making sure I am taking it easy. From what we understand she will either induce me in my 37th or 38th week. I am excited about that-well not the delivery-but that this means the baby will be here on July 4th. I have to find a way to get Alex to Babies R' Us so we can buy an outfit for that day.
I get lonely through the day-thank God for Abbie. She keeps me company, but mostly she sleeps ALL DAY! I wake her up from time to time, but it doesn't last.
I have been able to work from home until today and not I am not allowed to do anymore work. My disability finally kicked in so no work for me. I honestly looked forward to it everyday.
The kids come a week from today so that is very exciting! I cannot wait to see them and hug them to death. My work shower is also on Friday and my mom and sister are having my shower Saturday. I am excited to see everyone. My friends Missy and Colleen are coming from back home! I just got word yesterday that my Aunt from PA will not be coming, which is a bummer! I looked forward to seeing her since I haven't seen her since my wedding.

The latest Doctor update

Well, I went to the doctor this morning and I am officially on bed rest. My blood pressure is high, I am retaining fluid and have therefore gained weight. I had to have blood work done today so they can check to see what is going on. I am "off my feet" at least until Friday. I will be praying that I can go back to work Monday.

A busy weekend

I left very churchly after this weekend that's for sure. Alex and I went to dinner with a couple we are going to start a small group with on Friday. Our church is big on small groups so we decided why not give it a try. It also helps to meet new people-especially when they have the same beliefs and life style that you do. Saturday we had a marriage emrichment seminar and then a date night. We went to see the DaVinci Code and to eat at Johnny Rockets. The movie was good and the dinner was nothing to write about! Sunday was church and then to Mom's for dinner. She then went to Kohl's with me to buy some more flip flops since that is pretty much what I can wear. We have a doctor's appt. Wednesday that I am nervous about because of my feet. They are really swollen=BAD! Now that I am in my 36th week I am not so sure about this being pregnant thing. For those women that love it-I admire you as I am not one of them.

Nothing really new

My first Mother's Day was Sunday, which was kind of weird. The first card I got was from by Dad-I knew he woudl be the first! Alex gave me a card and a new wedding band. Not that I lost my "original", but it was quite snug. I have not been able to wear my engagement ring for over 2 months and it was only a matter of time before the wedding band had to go as well. I was very shicked that Alex bought me a new one and VERY excited! He wanted me to not wear my other one and I insisted that I would not take it off becasue I didn't want to have this big belly without a ring on my finger. Krissy gave me a card and clothes for the baby. I think she will be buy a lot of clothers for the little one. We have the same taste so at least I don't have to worry about her buying character shoes or headbands for the baby! I didn't hear from the kids on Sunday which is hard to take in all honesty. We had dinner for my Mom and then Krissy did my toes and somehow I ended up doing hers and Mom's-not fair!
Krissy and I went to Babies r Us this week and I bought a new pillow that was $50! It was a waste of money so I am taking it back. My lower back hurts so bad when I sleep and a friend told me the pillow would help. Not so much!
Krissy bought the baby soem onesies with ducks on them-THEY ARE TO DIE FOR! I have this love for rubber ducks for some reason.
Alex and I have just been taking it easy every day. Doing a little cleaning each day and spending time together. These moments are very special to me as alone time is going to be out the window in about 3 weeks.
Until next time...

Saturday Rundown

Well, we had our hospital tour today and it was quite overwhelming! The nurse we had was very nice and encouraging. THe hospital where we are delivering is very nice and BIG. There are two different towers I could end up delivering on, and we will not know until the day of where we will be. They were actually full today so we saw quite a few babies. By the time was left I was queasy as the reality of it all started to settle in. Alex went to the movie with Nicholas and took him Mother's Day shopping for Elisa. Krissy ended up having other plans so we didn't spend any time together and I went shopping for Mom's Mother's Day dinner by myself. Abbie went to Mom's tonight and Alex and I went to our first small group meeting. It was a little disappointing as we were told the people we were meeting with wanted to start a small group, but it turns out that they already are a group and have been for 4 years. So, over the next few months we are going to try really hard to form a group of our own. We really need to find some people other than our family that we can add to our life. We have changed over the past 2 years and do not have the same goals or interests as most of the people that we associate with. Some people are able to change with you or at elast you can maintain relationships as your lives changes, but in the reality of it I would say that 95% of the people we meet and become close to are just seasonal. That was a hard lesson for me to learn and accept. I was the one always wanting to hold onto people that had already moved on from me. OH well-we live and learn!
I hope that tomorrow is a good day! It is our first Mother's Day without my Grandma, but she is much happier spending the day with my Grandpa that here with us. I know that she is watching us every minute of every day and I have peace with that. Knowing she is with the person that meant the most to her is really all the peace one can ask for-well that and the blessing of having her in my life is something I treasure more than most things.

Nothing like waking up early

I am so unable to sleep in on Saturday. Maybe it is my body getting me ready for when the baby comes, I don't know. I have a lot on my mind so I did not sleep well last night. I woke up at 2:30 and Alex was still awake so it is not like I can wake him up to keep me company. There is plenty to do around here, but I simply don't have the energy to do anything.

Friday...finally

I was definitely glad to wake up today considering it is Friday. Next to Sunday it is my favorite day of the week. Sunday has always been my favorite day. I really enjoy church since Alex and I have started going and we are slowly trying to get involved in things. Sunday has always been family day. Growing up we went to Granny and Papa's every Sunday for family lunch or dinner-it was the best. I wish my Dad and Alex's parents lived here so we could do that thing at our house when the baby is born, but our reality is different. Grandparets are such a wonderful blessing and gift to a child. I know that my Grandparents were the most incredible people that ever lived! Growing up they don't get thet "bad wrap" like parents unfortunately do.
Tonight Krissy and Don are over for dinner and now they are watching a movie with Alex. I enjoy havnig them here and don't feel guilty coming upstairs to get a bath and go to bed early since Alex has someone to watch movies with. Movies are definitely one big thing we don't have in common. I am NOT a movie person, but he LOVES them.
Anyways, tomorrow we have our hospital tour and I believe I am going to go do some running around with Krissy (I hope) while Alex spends some time with Nicholas. We also have a small group meeting for church that we are both really looking forward to.
Until next time...

Yea-it has been quite a while since my last post. I need to get better at this blogging thing! The baby is doing great growing right along from what I can tell of my growing belly anyways. I am ready for this little guy (yes, still think it is a boy) to be here. I still feel like I am pretending this is all happening. The kids are coming in 4 weeks from tomorrow, the next day is the baby shower and we get our last ultrasound that week-WHEW! A lot has been going on here. I have been dealing with some family stuff that has me worried, sad and depressed-but I am trying as best as I can to cope and be OK for this little thing inside me. Alex worries about me because I am really upset and sad-A LOT. All I can do is try and deal with my worries and have faith that it will all be OK. I worry a great deal about people that I am close to, so it is not easy for me to just drop my feelings or worries.

We had a great weekend! We went "home" to Wintersville and spent the weekend with my Dad. Abbie had a fantastic time running the neighborhood and then she had to come back to the reality of "big city" life. Poor baby! We saw our friends Missy and Bill and their little man Billy. Missy and I have been friends since high school and amazingly our firendship is stronger and closer 11 years later. Alex and Billy just clicked the moment they met-no brainer there. We laugh with them and are able to talk about the reality of grown up life at the same time. It was awesome! We all wish we lived closer so we could do more together, but the reality is that we never will. It was great to spend the time with my Dad as well. He enjoys having us there-but needs to work on the sleeping options (hint hint Dad)!!!

I went to the cemetery and just sat and talked with my Grandma. It was so wonderful to just be there without anyone but myself to get my feelings out. I really miss having her here to talk to. She was my sounding board for so many things. I came to many realizations that day about myself and my thoughts about things. Much needed!!!

Alex is still great! I have no idea what I would ever do without him. He just helps everything make sense. I know that I still drive him crazy, but I also like to think that he would not have it any other way. He is my world-just the way that I always wanted my marriage to be. He is more perfect for me that toast is for jelly and sauerkraut is for mashed potatoes.

Well-I am off. I need to see my doggie and love on her as she is still sad from being inside all the time now. We tell her that someday soon we will have a back yard just for her!

There was a travesty

Last night I discovered my first stretch mark. This is getting all too real for me to handle!

Baby Update

We had an appointment today and all went well. The baby's heart rate was 156. A lot of people use the heart rate to indicate the baby's sex. The faster it is they more likely it is a girl so they say. The first few months the heart rate was in the 150-160 range and lately it has been around 140. However, the past two weeks it has been in the high 150's. I believe that the baby is a boy, Alex thinks it is a girl. Obviously, we are not going to find out the sex of the baby or this guessing would not be happening. In all honesty, I grew up wanting a little girl so I could dress her up. Then one of my best friends had a little boy and to see him makes my heart melt. She delivered him early and has been through rough times with his health, so really I pray that we have a healthy baby. I don't care either way-boy or girl-I just wish that it is healthy and happy. Anyways, I had my test for gestational diabetes and then a shot becasue I am A- and Alex is A+ (even both of our blood types are A). We now start appointments every 2 weeks for the next 8 weeks and then we will have an ultrasound so determine if I will be induced or allowed to go until my due date! Yikes, this is all so scary and overwhelming!

What weekend

Well, the weekend is already over! It does not seem possible at all. I feel liek I just got home from work on Friday. Oh well! We had a semi-productive weekend so I cannot complain too much. We went to our dinner at church last night and to Wal-mart (we love that place!). We had church today and then did a little cleaning after I calmed down from my frantic state of who knows what! I walked Abbie to my Mom's, let her play in the woods and then walked home. She does not do well on the leash. Alex is working tonight and will be home shortly. Although I understand this part time job thing, I hate it! I love my husband and there is not another person on this earth that I woudl rather spend time with. I miss him when we are not together. I hope that feeling never goes away!
My Dad is coming to visit next weekend and I am excited for that. We do not get to see each other as much as I like, but we talk a lot. Last time he saw me I did not look pregnant so it will be interesting to see his face when he sees my belly. He had a different reaction that my Mom did to the baby news. He screamed and kicked his feet with excitement and Mom cried. They are both excited about being Grandparents-12 weeks and counting!

My sister

My sister Krissy is almost 2 years younger than me. We are closer now that we ever have been. She moved back home from Nashville a few months ago and I could not be happier about it. People tell me all the time that I am too protective of her, and though I do agree I have no plans on changing that. She is my little sister and I love her to death. Over the years we have become very close friends and I could not imagine my life without her. I am so thanful that she will be here when the baby comes! Not only will she be an awesome aunt, but free babysitting-come on! We will just have to see who wins the that fight between her and Mom! We work together so I see her everyday and then talk to her in the evening. Like I said, we are very close. She and Alex get along very well, the kids adore her and Abbie will never leave her alone.
Well-the pictures thing is not cooperating, so I will have to post those at a later time.

Abbie

Here are some pictures of Abbie. You can see that she is the cutest most perfect dog that has ever existed. Alex bought her for me for my birthday almost 2 years ago. I begged and begged for a dog and then the kids helped me break him down. When we went to the pound she was the last dog that we played with and I fell in love with her. Alex had his eye on a black hound type dog, but after all it was my birthday right? She is hyper, loving and not very perfect, but God I love her and would not change anything about her. Everyone loves her, but my Mom especially took a liking to her. She will even stop to visit Abbie! She just may have to move in when the baby is born!!



Making a seat on Grandma
This was the day we brought her home-she was so tiny! She got car sick on the way home in Aelx's car, so needless to say she didn't make a good first impression on him.
Here she is at her first trip to Antrim park. We took her there to doggie mingle and she was so bad! She was the ring leader and had all the dogs running around. Since then she has learned how to act a little more normal when we are there.
Napping with Mama! This has stopped since we found out I was pregnant. I try really really hard-really I do to break these habits. She is wonderful with Andy and Ashley so we hope she will be the same when the baby gets here. When the kids are here it is as if Alex and I don't exist anymore. I have to beg for any attention from her.

This is my favorite Abbie pose. She sleeps coiled up and it just makes me smile! She is so cute!

Is this day over yet???

This has been the most horrible day for me. I have been so lucky through this pregnancy that I have not been sick-not even once. However, lately I have been an emotional nightmare. Today, though was the worst. I have no idea why I feel the way that I do, or more importantly what is making me feel this way. I have read in the books that when you are pregnant you lose it sometimes, but this I cannot deal with. It would be easier if I was alone because I am driving Alex crazy! He wants to be bale to make it better, but he can't and I can't even begin to tell him what is wrong. I feel like I am not even me on days like this. I just simply try to be patient (yea right) and wait for tomorrow.

Me and Alex

These are some of my favorite pictures of me and Alex. He truly has blessed my life. I had a friend once that told me that I would meet someone and just know. I thought she was crazy, but she was right. He brings out the very best in me and has changed me in so many ways. He challenges me to be better, but loves for for being just me. I have never had to adjust or chaneg anything about myself for him to love me. We have a pretty unique story that I will share later. All I have ever wanted in my life is to be a wife and a mom and with Alex my dreams are coming true. He is amazing! I love you Alex!



This is Mother's Daya Eve at Mom's house!
We took our first trip to Nashville to see Krissy soon after we started dating. They hit it off instantly. It really was kind of scary that they got along so well. My sister and I are pretty protective of one another so when she was sold on him, I knew I had to find a way for him to marry me!
Alex does not like my hair straight, but sometimes, I just want to be able to get up and go!
Here we are bundled up on Game day for OSU! I am not a big fan, neither is he-THANK GOD! Fortunately we are priority in each others eyes-not sports, friends or anything else. Funny how that works huh?

This is my favorite picture for some reason! This was soon after I moved in with Alex over 2 years ago. He still makes me smile like that.

More pictures

Ashley with Coco and And with Lester. Since this picture Lester has since passed on. He spent the summer here last year. I never did end up having to touch hm! Thank god!
As you can see the kids are terrible camera shy. Here they are on Dad's bike!
So, the kids had the fortunate experience of celebrating their birthday's whle in Ohio-Twice! Here they are with Dad and Gramms-that is my Dad's Mom and Ali my cousin that lives in Las Vegas. They two of them were in for our wedding. It was awesome to have them and my Aunt here! I was so excited that they were here!
The kids with Krissy. They don't really like her or anything! Yea right! She will be an awesome to aunt!

Here are the kids at their birthday at Mom's. Lucky Dogs!

Family Pictures

Andy and Ashley on Christmas Eve
My step sister, Mom, Step Dad, Andy, Ashley, Me Abbie and Krissy
My Dad and Ashley
My Dad's girlfriend Sandy, Andy and Dad
Dad (Pop) and the kids

Ashley after a trip to Libby Liu The Aces! Alex, Amy, Ashley, Abbie & Andy

Me and Alex on our wedding day! It was perfect in every way.

My first post

Well, this is my attempt at a blog. My husband has had a blog for over a year that he really enjoys. He uses it for everything! I check it everyday, but have to admit to only reading the posts that are about us. So, I thought that I would create my own blog that would be just about us and our family. We will see how this goes...