Still isn't real

I simply cannot believe that this has happened. I am not ready yet to sit down and write my post to Don-hell I am not sure if I will ever be ready. Last night we had a house full of people that truly loved him. I have never in my life met anyone that so many people loved and cared about. His funeral will be probably the most emotionally charged thing I have ever been part of. He is the first person that I have ever really lost.