Saturday, March 22, 2008

I need for someone to tell me it is going to be OK

I cannot believe this. Today is so much harder than yesterday. I cannot stop thinking about Don and if I'm not seeing him I am hearing him-constantly. I am consumed with him, his voice, his bigness his laugh-all of it. I am tormented with the thoughts of his Mom and Dad and what they must be going through, what Dan and Collin must feel. Don was so much to them and such a good brother and son. This is the worst day of my life and I cannot imagine how they feel. This world will never be the same without him. His friend Kelly had her baby today and I think of how excited Don was about her being pregnant and how he was robbed of holding Lillian the way he held Aaron. Here is a picture of my friend Don, there wasn't anyone like him. I love you Don and I just pray that you knew how much you meant to me.


2 comments:

Anonymous said...

It's going to be ok, maybe not today or tomorrow or even this week... rest assured it's going to be ok! God will give you peace, trust me I know.

Anonymous said...

It is going to be ok. You have so many people that love you and are here for you. It will get better, each day will get better. With time, it wil get better. I love you and have you in my heart nad prayers. Krissy